I really want to talk to someone right now. But its okies..... Instead, I think imma go to bed. Nite all.

OMG for some reason I am sooo out of it today! arg.... That makes me mad! I was driving this morning hella dazed. Then I wasn't even sure if I was paying attention in class. In psych, instead of participating in their discussion of sexuality, I was thinking about something I was told yesterday. =/ But the class had so much fun discussing about sexuality that we didn't get out early for once. No surprise there. Anyhow, and jus minutes ago, I figured I'd prepare everything for my mom to cook so she wouldn't have as much to do when she comes home. And guess wat? I was cutting onions and *bam* I cut myself. ARG!!!!!! It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. Just bled a little. Thank goodness the knife wasn't too sharp or anything. It just looks like a fatter/wider papercut. Kinda.... Er.... That makes me mad! Hmph! I don't even know what is wrong with me today.

Check this out:

1,180lb pumpkin!


Hella crazy!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sure it'd be fun to carve though! Imagine how long it'd take to scrap all the insides out... U'd have to sit in the pumpkin for a while.....hahaha Wow...

I'm uber tired! I hate monday mornings. X_X For some reason I didn't sleep too well last nite. I slept at 12? Woke up around 3 and was constantly looking at my clock till 4 something then fell back asleep. (Light sleep) Next thing I know, I was up at 6:21! Then I was like okay... I don't have to wake up till 7:30.. A lil more than an hour... so sleep! And so I did and fell right into my REM state where I had the weirdest dream ever and was awaken by a phone call at 7:25!!! Gr... But when the phone rang, I thought it was a noise in my dream until I popped up (literally) to get my phone hahaha Therefore, I remember my dream very well. I swear, the strangest ppls were in my dreams and it was very very odd yet real.

Anyhow, just thought I'd share! heehee Nothing too special in my day at skool, although I did see Theo and chatted with him a bit. =) yup yup

hahahah I haven't blogged much huh? =P Welp, this weekend was rather interesting in many ways. Good and Bad. But yea, I was up at Davis this weekend and saw a lot of ppls I haven't seen in a while (Suse included! heehee) and met some new ppls, so I was happy. =) Thanks Tim for driving me up. I also had a very odd encounter at Borders up at Davis. Yes, some guys were trying to hit on me. They kept talking and asking questions and I didn't respond much cuz I was in a bad mood that day. Welp, that was that. Went to Jeff's etc...

My mommy came back yesterday nite and Loretta and I cooked dinner! =) This morning, we went out to lunch at Milpitas and came home to wash cars. X_X I also stopped by Suse's cuz it's her b-day today! Chatted with her until my mom called me bak home. Whoops! =x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSE!!! =D

Oy! The things ppls teach me! Bad...... I'm remembering what Sophie told me about drinking now... haha

" Hey, you're a college student now. You should know that getting drunk helps you relieve stress and pain. Get over here" - Anonymous XP
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Sometimes, don't you get this feeling that you want to go to a place where no one can find u or reach you. Somewhere where you can be alone? Yes, I think I know exactly where it is.