I am so tired......

Still have a whole crap load of stuff to do before the sun rises. =(

So tired.... so very tired......mentally and physically

I'm hungry! *tummy makes noise* Still wait'n on dinner! Oh wellies.... I'll eat soon enough! I hope..... =P So yesterday was a rather interesting day. I had fun! =) After class I attended a mini seminar with a guest speaker which was pretty insightful. Got home around 1 and headed out to lunch with Lily at Union City. We had pho and TapX. =) Yummy! Afterwards, she dropped me off at Hayward Toyota where I met up with Tim to look at the two cars I was interested in getting. My mom was actually planning on getting me a new car earlier than we anticipated, but I'm not too sure now. Either way, I appreciate all the researching and calling Tim did for me. Thanks mister! He also got me a test drive on the Solara and the Celica . =D Wasn't expecting the test drive, but I enjoyed it. Very nice cars...... =) Before I test drove the cars, I was leaning more towards the Celica, but now I like the Solara much better. =P but eh..... I have reasons not to get that car... *sigh* Either way, they're both nice rides! ;) I wouldn't mind either of them. I got home and spent some time talking to Tim and I swear we have the weirdest convos/discussions. They're very interesting though. I enjoyed it. Gotta start having more discussions and convos like those with peeps! =) Then around 8 I went out to dinner at Don Joses. Haven't been there in a while and forgot how good their enchiladas are! heehee

This morning I was pretty upset cuz stupid AT&T woke me up at 8:30 this morning! Gr..... and It was a stupid voice recording.."You're oneof our valued customers etc etc. " *click* (I hung up) I'm not even good enough for them to gimme a tele-marketer! And they gave me an unwanted wake up call! Gr...... So I went back to bed hoping to sleep a lil more.. then my daddy ca;;s me! Arg.... so I just gave up on sleeping and got outta bed to do hw/reading. *sigh* Bad morning..... But my day did get better cuz I spent some time with Tim today! =D yay!

Guess wat? Sophie's bak! =) heehee Hopefully I can see her this weekend!

Wow... tis weds already! YAY! =) Yesterday was a rather interesting day. Tim bought lunch for me and we ate bak at my place. Then he stayed and did my hw with me. =( Felt so bad cuz he was falling asleep. X_X Not happening again. But yea.... Got my test bak today from English. I got a 98! whoohoo! =) 5 short answer questions, 20pts each. I'm happy! =) That made my day. However, I was really really tired today. Couldn't keep myself awake in psych and that's pretty bad cuz I like that class! =/ So after class I went to Starbucks to pick up some coffee and more of my sour altoids... =) I'm hooked... LOL They're soooo good. But oh! You know that Albertson's in Hayward. Geez.... that place is the best! I thought the Safeways in CV was good but noooo I was wrong haha The Albertson's over there is soooooo big and it has a Starbucks (although I didn't get my drink there) AND the best part was, you can do your own check-out! hahaha I love that! I had my altoids and it wasn't worth the wait in line to pay so I tried the check-out thing myself and it was fun! LOL I scanned my item, stuck the cash in, took my receipt, bagged my altoid and left! What an adventure that was. =) Imma go there again someday heehee So anyways, I was driving home half dead, (cuz I was reallie reallie tired) drinking my coffee and listening to jazz. It was then that I realized how relaxed I felt heehee So I came home, stuck my KennyG cd in my boom box... plopped up some pillows and cushions and juss sat there drinking my coffee for an hour before I started hw. That was great......=) If it was at nite, I would've burned a candle too...but yea... I was refreshed after that so I did some reading. Oooo but my left wrist hurts soooo bad! =( I don't even know why! hmph! I think I sprained it somehow....

BTW! I got my phone bak! Yes... my cute little cell phone heehee =) I'm so estatic! LOL It's juss a major pain in the ...... to put everyones #'s back in. I lost a buncha of them too! AH!!!! =(

Man... I don't want to do anything in this hot weather! Gr.....

Sunday: Welp, I got up for church on Sunday and it was great! =) The lesson was good. One of Juna's best friend/best man (for wedding) gave the lesson yesterday. Then we heard a few songs sung by the West Coast Baptist College quartet. They are soooooo good. I was in Aw... =D Acapella too! heehee =) I enjoyed that a lot. Then at service they sang more songs! Just this time they had paino accompaniment. It was good nonetheless! I also had the opportunity to talk to 2 of them before sunday school unaware that they were part of the quartet cuz I didn't even know they were here. But they were really nice. Yup yup! And Ken was my buddy at service =) That was my morning. Came home and had lunch. While my mommy and Lily were out in SF I got some work done, chatted with some ppls that are going to UCLA soon, ran a few errands and went swimming by myself. You know, I realized that before I wouldn't normally go anywhere by myself, but now I realized that I can't always count on having company. *sigh* At home, I can make Loretta and Lily go places with me if I wanted to go, but they're both gone for college now. At school, Sophie and Suse would go places with me, but they're gone too! =( Which reminds me that I won't be seeing Sophie for 3 weeks now! AH!!!! And Suse for wat? A month? WAH!!! Must go visit Suse at Davis and see Sophie here or at Berkeley (if I don't get lost =/)! But yea, in a way forced to be independent. Independent woman! Go me! oy...X_X Anyways, back to what I was writing about. I swam laps during the adult swim, and after that I left cuz there were way too many kids to swim more laps. Bumped into Duran down at the pool too. After I came home, I showered and changed. A little past 7, Tim came and we headed out to dinner with my family. Good food but reallie messy.... =P Haven't reallie spent much time with him lately so it was nice that he could stay a bit after dinner and chat.

Monday:This morning, my mommy forgot to wake me up! AH!!!! Maybe its cuz I was sleeping on the floor and she totally overlooked me!?! o_O Oh that reminds me! hahaha The past 3 nites, I've been sleeping in my comfy sleeping bag laid out on the floor. Why? Won't tell ya... but I have been. Then I made myself a sign that read : Don't step on me or I'll be really mad! >=/ On the bak it read: Gr......... (chomp!) The next day, I wake up and my family makes fun of me. Apparently I got my sisters to laugh before they went to bed cuz I slept earlier than they did and so they saw a sign next to me and decided to take a look at it. BUT! My mother here, makes fun of both me and my sign! She said I look like a homeless. It's just I have a different sign than them. Gr...... So rude! Family I tell ya..... *sigh* So yea, that's my story and I couldn't set an alarm cuz I don't have a portable one that's loud enough to wake me up so I told my mommy to wake me up. But nooooo she forgot! Gr...I ended up waking up myself a lil later than I normally do, but early enough that I wasn't late to class. I still had time for a mini-breakfast with Lily heehee =) It was kinda weird this morning cuz all three of us (Lily, Loretta and I) were changed and running up and down the house getting things etc. cuz Lily has interviews to go to today, I have skool obviously, and Loretta was heading back to Davis. It was like, "O good morning! I'm going to leave soon. Do you have everything you need? I'll see u next week! Have a safe trip! Good luck on ur interview! Drive safely! Enjoy your day! etc etc" I thought it was cute. heehee It's like a foreshadow of us when we all start working! =) It was a nice way to start off my day! Okies, so classes weren’t very entertaining today.. =P And my Poly Sci class got cancelled so I had an hour and 15mins to do more work and reading. Oh, and I got out early from my Psych class cuz we didn’t have AC in there and it was sooo hot that the teacher let us out early. Whoohoo! Now, I am home!

Sidenote: I drove the Mustang today! That car’s a pretty good ride when it doesn’t smoke and have oil leaks. =P

Strange convo during break in class
The guy: Wow, you're pretty buff
Me: Um, not reallie
The guy: Your arms are reallie toned
Me: thanks....
The guy: Do you work out?
Me: no
The guy: Then how'd you get so buff?
Me: I don't know... sports?
The guy: Oh... nice...
*End of class*
The guy: You know, you should work out your left arm more to balance it. Your right arm's bigger...

wth! hahah I knew that already. Don't need ppls telling me. =P And I am working on that...(In case you're wondering I was wearing a tank for goodiness sakes!) Stop looking! X_X But it was funny haha Nostalgia... reminded me of Chris in studio art last year that said pretty much the same thing.. but asked me to do "The beach is that way" LOL That was actually pretty funny.

I feel so unproductive this weekend! AH!!!!! =( On friday, I was meaning to do some hw before I went to frisco but I didn't. I woke up late and I didn't feel good, so I didn't bother doing much hw/reading. =/ So bad. Welp, in the afternoon Tim came over and spent a few mins with him before he took Loretta and I to bart. Thanks a lot! Both the corolla and mustang are in the shop/dealer if I haven't told u guys already. So when we got to frisco, we rode the bus up to my mommy's bank and she took us out for "high tea" LOL Then she went back to the bank to finish up some work while Loretta and I walked around cd stores and book stores. I got myself the Edison cd Hits or misses. =) Its gggrrreeeaaatt! =) 3 bonus mtvs. LOL Can't wait to show Sophie! hahaha When the bank was about to close, we made our way back and left with my mommy to pick Lily up from the SF airport! =) yay!!! It's so nice having everyone home. We were originally gonna go to Elephant Bar but there was 1 1/2 hr wait for a window seat or seats in general (no reservations). Gr..... So we left. But I promised myself to take my dearest there one day and I will! =D haha Yes I will take HIM. Instead we went to Kamameshi in Daly City . (Wonderful Japanese restaurant!) Haven't been there for a llllooonnnngggg time! =) The four of us had so much fun over dinner. So much laughing and talking that the couple at the table next to us kept looking over. I felt kinda bad for them cuz they were so serious. Other people laugh with us sometimes when we're out, but they were juss looking at us like idiots. LOL Eh.. who cares haha It was fun nonetheless.=)

This morning I ended up washing the Corolla since it came bak in the morning! =) yay! And now its all clean and shiny! (kinda) =P Did some hw and went out to lunch in Oakland with my family. We picked up the Mustang on our way back home and stopped by Safeways to pick up some grocery. Did a lil hw and had dinner. Then around 7:15ish? I headed out to the mall to do the three things I wanted to do. I visited Tim at a bad time so I walked around a bit and went back down to find him. I was hoping to catch him on his meal break, but he took that already. Darn.... Eh oh wellies. At least I saw him! Only way to see him now =/ but its all good. Walked around a bit and headed home. Bleh.....

AH!!! So lazy today. I woke up hecka late. Bleh.. =P Welp, I got up and cooked lunch for Loretta and I, then I sat around watching tv instead of doing my hw. Bad.... So anyways, the past two days I had midterms which reallie sucked. But eh... those are over now.. I believe I have one coming up next week too. But that's not until next thurs. =P I got my paper back in English and when the teacher was passing it back, he was like " This was very well written. You did a good job" (he thought I took english 101A before and was a lil surprised to know I juss got out of HS). So I turned to my last page to find my grade, and it read, " You have read Emerson well and phrased many of his ideas clearly. This is a very good summary. B+" I was lyk wth! Gr... So he said we can re-write it if we're unsatisfied with the grade, in addition to the critical response that we have to write this weekend. But you bet imma re-write that thing! hmph!

So yesterday was a crazy day. I had problems with my car and tried calling for help, but instead some guy stopped to help me. I got home safely which I was very happy about =) BUt yea... that was kinda scary. When I got home, Jackie called me on my cell and said he's in the neighborhood and wants to come visit me before he leaves for UCSC tomorrow morning, so he swung by juss to chat for a while. That was interesting. I realized I don't reallie see him, unless Arroyo comes over to our skool or we go over there for sports. *shrug* Then, in the afternoon I was suppose to go to Cal with Suse but my mom made me a doctor's appt so I didn't go with her then. BUT! I had a mini adventure after that that made me feel reallie reallie lost. =/ Suse called me but I think we got cut off. And then, I called Sophie but my phone died on me! WAH!!! So very lost. =*( But yea... I came home and imed Joe about dinner plans cuz he was confused whether or not we were still going. So around 7 or so he came over and picked me up and we went out to dinner and grabbed drinks at TapX. Apparently, neither of us were very good with our freeways. We both know how to get places, but don't know which freeway was which. LOL We made a fatty circle in CV LOL Cuz I was like I think you go on 580 east.. then I realized it wasn't east. I was like no wait! That's not right! 580 west! But he didn't hear me and yea we made a circle. That was great. =P He thought I was messing with him and wasting his gas on purpose. Anyhow, it was nice since we caught up on some stuff and he taught me a lot. Won't tell you wat he taught me but I learned a lot. I think it's the first time I hung out with Joe. Wow... LOL So my day was pretty scary and weird overall. BUT! I saw Tim at nite after dinner. That was nice. =D I haven't seen him for 5 days or talk to him much. That made my day! =D

Bye bye to Joe who's moving down to UCI in 2hrs. =/

Aw man... I NEED to go to the mall.
Why? (most important to least important) ;)
1) To visit my dearest at work =P (Not that he needs it since all his amigo(a)s will visit him)
2) To find the thing I want ever so badly [easily influenced by tv..stupid chinese soaps.. LOL I love the meaning of that thing! Let's see who's gonna buy a matching one with me! ;) ]
3) I gotta use my sense of smell to find something. =P 4 trials, 3 guesses! It's bugging the crap outta me... grr...

I hate staying up late studying... it makes me hungry! arg.... Must resist temptation! *tummy makes noise* Uh oh!

Goal: Sleep before 3! As Tim T says "you ARE a girl" (beauty sleep)